Now for the Best Part...

Recording vocals! This past Tuesday was my first scheduled day of studio time - for just me. And for some reason, instead of being totally psyched, I was nervous! Terrified actually. Why the hell was I nervous? I'm the first to point out my own weaknesses, but when it comes to just singing - I'm pretty confident. So what exactly was so damn scary? I was anxious for days beforehand, and at one point I even started to convince myself that I was sick (not even close) and losing my voice (definitely not). Something told me that I was over-reacting, actually - someone. Niall said to me "You have nothing to be nervous about. This is the best part. You can go in there and do what you do, and no matter what happens, you'll be fine. If you don't like it, Adam can fix it or you can go in another day and re-record it. Don't stress." I took a deep breath and tried to relax. This was supposed ot be the best part...

Tuesday arrived and I was late. I was stressing, trying to prepare for this last minute FREE show I'm playing on Saturday, helping Niall promote his (AMAZING) photography debut coming up next Saturday, and all of the sudden it was time to be at the studio and I hadn't left my apartment yet. Being late is like a disease for me, no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to fix it. So I literally run into the studio and profusely apologize to Adam. If he was pissed, he hid it well, and so we began. The room was dimly lit, with a candle and a small lamp. I took my shoes off - we started with my new song Linger... and the rest was easy. No more stress, no more anxiety - just the 6 hours of music. I let myself get carried away by the melody, and everything happened naturally.

Yep, it was the best part.